I'd Like to Think I'm Over My Eating Disorder but . . .

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Jasmine33, Apr 6, 2012.

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  1. Jasmine33

    Jasmine33 New Member

    Last night I ate a supersize bag of tacos, two pies and and a large bowl of chili. Today I'm strung out like someone who is hung over. I am 5'3 and
    139 lbs. so that is a lot of food for me but, I can fit it when I want to and more. I did not purge. I am a bulimic, so I guess that is one good thing. Here it is in the 3:30 in the afternoon and I am still in my pajamas and beating myself up for the feast of last night.

    I am beating myself up but also drawn to continue feasting. I won't for now. I can't say about tonight, but I just can't stand the self-hatred that comes along with this. I'll get over it in a few days. Right now I have to be strong. Thanks for listening.

    Sharon
     
  2. Broken Wings

    Broken Wings Well-Known Member

    I believe in you.
    You are taking steps. No one can get all the way in one step.
    As long as you are going where you want to go, any motion is good :)
     
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