I hate my user name and I don't even know how I came up with it but I was in such pain the night I joined SF I was not thinking too clearly. My guess is InNeedOf...love..support...hope...friends..yata yata yata. Well my problem is that I don't know what to change it to so have not requested a change. I do not want something too negative I am suicidal but that is just one aspect of me and not the aspect I want to project. I don't want too goofy either but dark is okay. Any ideas?