Big trigger this week about something unknown. I can't be more specific because I just don't know. Something happened recently that made me uncomfortable and when trying to discuss I dissociated and had all sorts of stuff happen. (understatement) Online with RAINN tonight but now I've managed to get myself in a mess again, so I quit the conversation. I don't know where to go from here. I feel as though I'm going to pass out again. I don't know what I'm asking or trying to say really. I suppose if anyone has any ideas of how to uncover what is causing these reactions? I don't need this right now, I can't deal with "it".