Dear Suicide Forum, something happened to me today at work, I am not sure what it was, All of a sudden I wanted to be vegetarian, so now I am vegetarian, then I am sick of the clothing style I wear, so now I plan to change the style that everyone sees me as, I am evolving into something, I am not sure, into what tho, I am going to wear glasses as well, I do not need them but I am going to wear them to look more intellectual, I have the feeling that I must preach about how much everyone sins, I am not religious tho, I'm going to go to college to further my understanding in the German language and, might take a English class as well, I remember I got a 25 on the ACT, not very good, but I can get into a normal college, or university of my choosing, I feel the need I need to be smarter then everyone, I feel very narcissistic as well, I feel like I must say how much better I am then you. I found this number in the trash, it was "27" I feel like this number has something to do with my life in some way, maybe 27 years, 27 days, on the 27th, I am not sure all I know it is staring at me, I took it home with me. I guess you can say its like the movie "23" but I don't think I'm like that guy. But I do know It has something to do with me, and somethings going to happen with 27 in it. I feel like I'm very complicated, this person said I am too "intense" at work. What the hell does that mean? Hmmm I am have a Identity crisis haha. Maybe I have another disorder I am not sure of, does this sound crazy or weird to you all? please tell me if you think I may have another disorder.