Idiot Again!!!

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by itmahanh, Apr 2, 2008.

  1. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    What the Hell is my problem? I try so hard to help. Even if it's just a simple line or a few heart felt words. But the more I try, the more it seems, people turn on me. They came asking for the help, and I only tried to be there. But then when they find themselves down or hurt, they turn on me. Well it's a two sided blade my friends. It hurts me too. The unkind words, the silence. Telling me who or what I am. If you dont want my help that's fine but please dont use me. I've been a pawn for way too many years. And you know what? It still hurts!!!! Maybe I should take the advice of a member here and get a real life, and shit or get off the pot! But this is my life . I accept all the thoughts and urges. But I cant accept the hurt from the people I call friends!
  2. BlackPegasus

    BlackPegasus Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry I haven't been in communication with you. I think you are a wonderful person and hate hearing you feel this way. :hug: Please don't think no one is here for you. My PM box is always open. :arms:
  3. liveinhope

    liveinhope Well-Known Member

    we have only talked recently but i do know u dont deserve comments like that hun you are a kind person who cares pm me anytime hugs
  4. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    Sometimes when we feel down we can say things we don't mean, or appear unappreciative. Maybe you should talk to your friends about feeling hurt. :hug:
  5. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Um, I am, resistance. This thread is directed at a few members here. I'm sorry, I dont mean to come of as some high and mighty. But the last couple of days well, I've had my share of just outright rude and boorish treatment from a few members. Members that I thought of as friends. But because they are hurt they decide it's okay to curse at me and insult me, and tell me I'm not what I think I am. I'm hurting too but I sat there and took the shit because they were hurting. But now I cant shake the things that were said. It came at a very bad time, as I'm really questioning myself these days. I just wish people would think before they speak. Especially here!!!!
  6. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I agree that sometimes people speak without thinking and they can be very hurtful. Being in a bad frame of mind does not excuse this, but that is what is most often used as the defense. i am sorry you have been treated in this manner. We don't have a chance to speak often, but i am always willing to listen. Please take care. you are a wonderful person. :hug:
  7. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :hug: Carlaface, my PM box is open if you want to chat.
  8. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    You are a very caring person even with all your going through. You can always talk to me
    take care hun
  9. Falcon0006

    Falcon0006 Well-Known Member

    I think its very stupid of people to even think of being hurtful to you. We should all make an effort to be nice to each other here all the time because the fact of the matter is half of the people here are depressed because of the cruelty from others in the outside world, and if people are being cruel to each other here for no reason, how is that gonna solve anything?

    Some people just need to see and think about what their doing on this website, as their making problems here aswell as having to cope with the problems in real life. I think people just need to start being a little more considerate of that.