Ah great Matt, so smart, so super duper intelligent...people actually think you have a brain...well, youve just shot yourself in the foot, you fucking moron. A chance at happiness and you go about sabotaging it. Why couldnt you let things be? Im so sick of myself... Sick and tired of thinking Sick and tired of failing Sick and tired of sabotaging Sick and tired of doing everything wrong. Oh well, I guess theres satisfaction in the knowledge you can only tolerate your own stupidity for so long... Please, please, PLEASE im begging you, be the man you can be and get this right, treat her like a goddess, be caring, be thoughtful, be kind, be funny, be smart, be interesting, be playful, be affectionate, be generous, be supportive, be everything a guy should be, and just pray its meant to be.