I have been depressed on and off for about 3 years now and a while ago I started to smoke weed to help numb the feelings I had (and to try to stop me cutting myself). To start with it was brilliant but now I have started to rely on it. It no longer makes me feel happy but just a lesser down. I literally don't know what to do because I feel so so crap without it but I know I shouldn't smoke it all the tme.