i woke up crying and screaming. dont knw why. doesnt matter i guess its just me and im not worth shit here anyway. dont know what im doing or anything anymore. i need to self harm, but ive been fighting it all day. i told someone that id fight it and i am. but i dont know how long i can. im trying. i fucked up and hurt two ppl and didnt mean to. now they wont talk to me im sorry to those ive hurt. just call me poison.