idk anymore

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by lost_soul, Apr 27, 2010.

  1. lost_soul

    lost_soul Staff Alumni

    i woke up crying and screaming. dont knw why. doesnt matter i guess
    its just me and im not worth shit here anyway. dont know what im doing
    or anything anymore. i need to self harm, but ive been fighting it all day.
    i told someone that id fight it and i am. but i dont know how long i can.
    im trying.
    i fucked up and hurt two ppl and didnt mean to. now they wont talk to me
    im sorry to those ive hurt.
    just call me poison.
  2. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Jason hun :hug: you are an amazing person...dont listen to the fuckheads that say you arnt. if you didnt mean to hurt them they should get over it. you mean alot to me...more than i can describe. you have saved my life many many times and you being alive helps to keep me going...what would i do if you were gone? i know i may be being selfish here but i need you!!! :cry: i only have a few that care about me and your one of them. hang in there and keep your head up :)
  3. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    Jason try so hard to find that strength inside you... you can do it!

    I love you lots and i would miss you loads... thanks for being there for me and listening at times when ive needed it *hug xxx