so i take adderall because i have add and i can't get through what i need to get through without it. the problem is that i think it could start to be a problem. i take more than my dosage when i have to sit through my classes because i'd rather feel the effects of taking too much than deal with class. and i know that if i take it with my other meds it's an even different effect so now i'm doing that. i know that i'm starting down a not so good road but i just don't care. i guess there isn't really a point to me posting this. it's just something i needed to put down in words and get out of me.