I'm going to lose it. I feel like running away and hiding somewhere far away from any noise, stress, or responsibility. I've got all these beings depending on me. Kids, husband, pets... everyone needs me and no one's there for me. My husband had an anxiety attack and quit his job and everyone's dropping everything to help him but when I end up in the hospital from an attempted suicide, I just get a lecture and get told to smarten up. I don't trust ANYONE with these feelings. I just have to keep it all bottled up. Nothing to do. Nowhere to go. I feel like there's only one way out.