if i had a nickel

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cult logic, Feb 11, 2010.

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  1. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    i wonder if i want to fail.

    do i get satisfaction out of disappointing everyone?

    i cant even get myself to school regularly.

    i get so angry with everyone. especially myself. the thought of telling someone irl i need help is infuriating. i know i will never just say things are not okay.

    but theyre not never have been never will be.

    i really just want to get away from everyone. to never see them. to find a quiet little spot where i can impale my arteries and watch the life leave me.
     
  2. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    :hug: i'm in a similar place. what got you to this point?
     
  3. nolonger

    nolonger Well-Known Member

    If I survive to live a decent life(massive lol), i'm gonna go buy a nice quiet place in the bush. Where know one can annoy me :). What happend to all this? All the peace everyone once had. We had to go and make all this crap and fuck eveything up....just sad.
     
  4. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    :hug:
     
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    All I can tell you is that if your going to isolate yourself you had better be ready.. Isolation sucks.. I have been isolated for seventeen years and now I find it extremely hard to leave my bedroom..Th only time I get out is for dr. appts, and the grocery store..Then I have to phsyc myself up to go..
     
  6. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I just got in a huge fight with my mom that ended with me telling her to fuck off and not going to school.

    And how would I even go about isolating myself I'm 16 suicide is the route.
     
  7. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    you need to go to school. do your best.
     
  8. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    what does a dead person need school for.
     
  9. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    You can PM me if you want to talk or just have someone to yell at :smile: I don't have many good advice, but I can listen. :hug:
     
  10. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    This is perhaps to be it.

    Tomorrow I don't know what is going to happen, but it won't be pretty.
     
  11. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    please stay with us
     
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