Christmas Eve, Im driving and I am about to make a left hand turn when all of a sudden this car behind drives over to the left hand side of me when im about to make a left hand. I saw the car before I made the turn. But I wish I never did see it. And I go over my parents house on Christmas and they still treat me like a goddamn kid. And I 26 nearly reaching 27. Yeah almost 27 live alone, got hardly any friends, no damn girl, a job which cut my hours. Meanwhile I see plenty of people around me my age atleast have a relationship, maybe a kid or two and some friends. Yeah great life ............... wake up, work, come home, maybe play video games, internet, sleep ..........repeat. I know by now I will never get into relationships at this point since I never had one. And parents know this since they NEVER asked me about any girls. Please everyone here hope my life turns around in the next few weeks. I dont know how much longer I can stay in this life. I waited too damn long and I sense the end is near for me. If God exists, then God has screwed me long enough. Lets see what comes first ............... me killing myself or me getting killed. And I wish I did get hit and killed.