if it can be called my first suicide attemp

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by pppqp, Dec 27, 2012.

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  1. pppqp

    pppqp Well-Known Member

    I woke up in the middle of the night and realized that my suicide failed. I missed that last vital step because
    I had already been unconcious too fast.
    So i didnt show up at work for 1day. Right now i couldnt think straigh bcoz of the meds affect. I am so ashamed
    For crying non stop like 4 hours straight at workthe day before. My boss and two colleagues saw it.
    Things will never get better. Actually it has nothing to do with things. Its me. My mentality. My mental capability
    What should i do now?
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You call you doctor let doc know what happened and get the support that is there to help you out of the depression you are in. Take some time off work if you can and work on getting your mental health better hun hugs
  3. pppqp

    pppqp Well-Known Member

    Thank you te, i have humiliated myself enough there seems no other way out
    My ilness cannot be cured
    Thank you hun
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