I'm not much of a talker till now. I've been the quiet, shy kid all my life. The last few years I've tried so hard to meet people and make friends, never happened. LOL no gf's, no kisses, not even a girl hitting on me. I remember in elementary school on valentines day we were supposed to give out valentine cards and candy to people. Well, I never once got one. I'm very ugly, stupid, weak, worthless, you name it. I'm out on my own now and have realized I'm never going to be happy. If nobody will even miss me, remember if I'm gone, or basically know who I was, then whats the point of living? No one loves me or ever will. I'm a complete waste of space. Economically, its better that I kill myself. The people who have to clean up my dead corpse are getting paid to do it right! Charities will get all my clothing and money!!! I've decided to have a little fun and just drink/do whatever drugs I can till I overdose. Maybe. I'll be so messed up that I go jump off a building while intoxicated, its always been a goal for me to go base jumping (this time with out a parachute). Edit: yes I just realized I'm so fucking stupid that I couldn't even spell my god damn username right. LOL I think it's about time to jump. If I live I'll let you guys know whats its like to jump from seven stories. Have a nice day.