If only([b]Trigger[/b])

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  1. If anyone knew what I know
    They'd take their brains
    And drop them in a blender

    If anyone had seen
    What I had then
    They'd happily burn their eyes out

    If I know one thing
    More than anything
    I know that I want out of this existence

    You cursed me &
    I hate you god
    If only you even made any sense at all

    If only you were there
    If only I had something to believe in

    There's noone on my side
    I'm all alone in your fuckin world

    The day I lose my sanity
    Is the day I lose control completely

    I fuckin died so long ago
    In my mind.... now it's time
    To die physically

    If only my wretched black soul
    Wasn't tortured by this world

    I can't believe in anything
    Not even myself

    I need to die
    It's either that
    Or succumb to
    All the hatred

    I will not lose control
    If only there were none to lose
    Because I'll be dead soon

    If only this charred black spirit
    Of mine could fly free

    Free of this evil
    Free of this pain
    Free of the world
    That made me insane

    I'll fly free

    If only I could
    Successfully,

    Kill myself

    If only all the misery
    Would come to an end

    If only
     
  2. Darkness N Light

    Darkness N Light Staff Alumni

    The me that you know,
    Hey sweetie I am so sorry that your feeling this way. I love the poem though. It is deep and emotional and I reread it twice. It is powerful to say the least. I am so sorry that you feel that the misery will not come to an end any other way. Actually my misery came to an end and I am still here. If you ever need to talk I am here for you. Feel free to send me a pm. Take care and I love you. :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss

    With Love,
    Crystal :hug: :cheekkiss
     
  3. Well thanks, I always write in a dark vein though. That was just on-the-spot creation..... I must refrain from postin my best works because they may make me an artist one day, a known artist I mean. You'll never see me writing "shiny happy people holding hands" type poetry because that stuff is just not my style. I'm too dark-minded. And I'm almost never satisfied with my works, they always feel unfinished or like I could do better. I'm suprised anyone read it at all actually.
     
  4. Barbados

    Barbados Well-Known Member

    What's a trigger?
     
  5. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    A trigger is like a warning to other members that some context in a thread might be upsetting to other people. Trigger basically means being upset by something. If you see 'trigger' on a thread it means you should take care when reading it.
     
  6. If only I were never here
    If only I could dissapear

    If only I weren't dying inside
    If only I had someplace to hide

    If only I didn't have to see
    Her crying right in front of me

    If only life weren't a living hell
    If only I were doing well

    If only shit weren't so fucked up
    If only I could just adjust
    To the living hell I call my life
    If only I didn't have this knife

    I'll slit my throat to get away
    From all the pain I feel each day

    If only there were another choice
    It's too much pain to even voice

    There's only one thing left to say:
    Goodbye

    I'm only dead on the inside :sad:
     
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