Ok so I am not really alright. I am very worried about the pending gas shut off...it sucks when I am only 300 bucks away from being able to keep it on...but I dont have the cash.
yeap I am concerned about the ability to cook food, wash clothes, shower etc...
Do you have some relatives/family members which you can ask them to give you the $300 that you are short of?
Or maybe if you move with your family or a relative?
I am also very worried because someone reached out to help me here with my car...and now after accepting their help, that person has not returned my pm's. I am worried for that person. I can't say who cause he swore me to secrecy. And all this worrying is triggering my depression.
Yep I am concerned for his welfare
I really admire you for your concern for this person - well done! However this person is an "external factor" meaning that you don't have any control over. I do understand that you feel that this person wanted to help you and that you've accepted his help.
I don't know who this person is but i can think of quite a lot of possibilities:
1) Maybe this person had something urgent that he needed to do
2) Maybe this person has a problem with his internet connectivity
3) Maybe this person didn't have time to login to the forums due to work load
These are three possibilities that are just as valid as any other possibilities.
I do understand that you are concerned more of the negatives, "what if".