i've basically been a victim of child abuse from my mother. i'm a 15 year old male and i cry every night. i've run away [in fear from my mother] a total count of 5 times. i have no one to turn to, so i decided to try this out. my reasoning of suicide [ if ever attempted ] would be to sacrifice my life to show my mother what she's done. you might see this is "too far", but its not. its the only reasoning. i need something to change. if there is a god, i wish for him to change things, and i wish for him to save me. i hope someone here can help me. i would enjoy some kind of friend for once. firstname.lastname@example.org is the email address charulllz is my AIM.