I have no one single reason for wanting to live.
Picking one alone, to be honest, I don't know. I don't really need money - or more money. Lottery would make things worse! I know what would happen - same old, new tale. It would be more expensive women - I'm not paying! I'm just saying the drinks and other things would be on me.
Your children would be spoilt - you'd marry a money-chaser! It happens.
So no lottery sized win - I'd self destruct - and take you with me maybe. For all your good intentions, that much cash would change you. You think it might help - but if you struggle for a friend or lover when poor - and you at least have a few people who accept you - with that much cash - you would imagine that many were only there for 'your money'. Some would! Hard to say but I value friendship and think that if you got suddenly rich you could never have any new friends!
Or you would have to live a double life! Sneaking out of your old home to be flown to the Stately Home or whatever digs are yours.
I guess, love, in a general term as well as romantic, friendship, kinship (family) and a myriad of other interests keep me from taking the slip road off the highway of life!
Don't care what others think about you either. I mean be yourself and nobody has to be around who disturbs your peaceful world!
My regards!
