I HAVE a painless and peaceful option, several of them, I even picked a favourite. The method of suicide was never my issue, I could imagine all KINDS of ways to do it so that I left this world with a peaceful smile on my face, the only reason I am still here is because I NEEDED to know there is nothing waiting for me after death before I did it, and as shaky and weak as my faith is, I have never been able to convince myself of that. There is no point ending it just for things to get worse, and that thought got me through the toughest times of my life, living because I had no sure escape.
Even though I dont want to die anymore, the favourite method of mine is still slightly temping in and of itself, its this warped "happy place" that outlived my suicidal desires.