You know how you complain about something, and then someone's quick to jump on it and yell at you, "Well that's life!" Well, if this is the way life is...what if I don't want any part of it? What would happen if I were to just respond to "Well that's life!" with "Well, if that's the way life is, then I should just kill myself now, because I don't want to put up with the way life is." Would they switch it all around and try and bullshit me and try and convince me that this clusterfuck they wanted me to accept really has a whole bunch of positive stuff I should stay alive for in an attempt to sweep their recent nastiness under the rug? Or would they try and shame me for not being willing to accept that clusterfuckery that I was just complaining about that they tried to rebut at me was just an automatic part of life? Do I have to accept that I married a controlling wife who hates my every action and constantly uses emotional manipulation and abuse, not just manipulating me, but also manipulating our children to try and punish me, and that my only choices now are to let her keep doing it or get divorced (while constantly worrying she may divorce me whether I choose to be divorced or not), all the while seeing plenty of couples who are still on their first marriage and are completely happy with each other and wonder why the fuck I'm not one of them? Do I have to accept that now that I've finished my second degree, I have to go out and get a job and spend the majority of my day being bossed around and hounded over by an employer just because I need an income to live? Or even if I can struggle to be self-employed, it'll be clients bossing me around instead of an employer? Do I have to accept that God killed his favorite son as a manipulation tactic to get us to "humble ourselves" and "submit to his will" and fuck me around with "trials and tribulations" that are supposed to "give me experience and be for my good?" What if I say fuck all of that? Am I going to be able to kill myself and avoid all this shit? Or is someone going to try and stop me because my unwillingness to accept all this clusterfuckery is wrong?