Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by Petal, Nov 26, 2017.
I would be a great mum to my children so their futures were happy
It is never too late. Today is the first day of the rest of your life. I dont know what life had for you so far. And things may nor be perfect.
I would never had said “yes”. And to those others, I wish I’d said “yes”.
I do not know if you are already a good mom or not but this sentence shows you really really love them and care about them. So it means you are not a bad mother either. I hope I didn't hurt you but it made me think that way
for some things its late . To love myself it is not late but ...there is always a 'but' you know..
I would've ended my previous relationships before they messed me up to the point where I am now
I try not to dwell on the past/regrets, but if I could do it over, I wouldn't get married or have children. I love my son more than anything, but he deserves a better Dad than the depression-addled one that he's got. And I dread the sort of world he's probably going to wind up with...
Yes. That about sums it up. My daughter had to grow up around me and that must have left some scars.
I share your "optimism" about the future of this world as well.
One other thing, if I could do it over...I would never have started drinking.
Yes, I know I said I’d run away (to the circus) at 7yo and tell people I’m an orphan
But on another level I wouldn’t change anything:
Honestly, as bad as I feel about my life and myself, I don't know if I'd want to. Without the very specific events of my life, I wouldn't have met the people I care about at the right place and at the right time. Maybe I'd have another set of friends, maybe I'd have more of them, maybe I'd have a girlfriend. But I wouldn't have memories of smoking with my friends outside our dorms, staying up until 5 AM making dumb jokes and laughing. I wouldn't have been there to talk my friend out of suicide, or help calm my other friend down after he got his heart broken by a girl. And for all those memories, there's probably a hundred bad ones, and a hundred times I've screwed up. But I accept the person I am, for better or worse, and I wouldn't even be him if I had had a different life.
I have so many regrets, and things I replay over and over in my mind with shame and regret, but I worry about my kids with this question. If I did anything differently, might I jeopardize their existence in some way?
I agree if I had kids that would have been my answer also but since I don’t I want a do over hugs stay safe
This has me thinking. I might have a solution, but not right now. Maybe tomorrow.
I want to go back and fix some things but , I also believe that those things in the past also did me some good even though it felt as it was only bad at the moment.
I wish I hadn't been so slow and been more daring at first (not when things were disintegrating) , maybe he would still be with me if it wasn't for my stupid brain always thinking of the consequences. Now I have to live with this regret but , maybe the future holds something better , I really don't know.
I would have stayed on my meds instead of going off them like I did and then breaking up with my ex. I would be married and happy now instead of lonely and sometimes sad. But I have good friends to help me and I won't go off my meds anymore.