hey, i want to kill myself to day but thanks for my friend, i'm still alive in the moment that i really want to say good bye, i registed and post a new thread in here, looking for help, but ur fucking idiot rules that newbie has to wait for administrator actives his account, then his post can be seen. i say WTF, is that some one really need help can wait a fucking moderator approve? what are you guy thinking? if i don't have my friend, LIVING friend, i should be dead by now?? so this webside is useless, just make person who want suicide do it earlier! now, where is my help?????? you! all of you! foolist!