"If you love her, let her go," said the Heart.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Empoisonner, Aug 5, 2014.

  1. Empoisonner

    Empoisonner Member

    I really don't know how to feel right now.

    Empathy and compassion are two little somethings I am not used to in any relationship, let alone those of the romantic variety. but this girl just... brings it out of me.

    I love it and hate it.

    The love I feel, it's real, tangible, but the pain and my insecurities are very real as well.

    I just, I usually love myself but she just gives me a visual and physical definition of what is is to be flawless and I can't help but feel undeserving of her attention.

    She should just try and spark a relationship with her friend. At least she doesn't live 2 hours away and can only see her once a month if she is lucky.

    They would be cute together anyways. If I really loved her, I would want her to be free to choose whomever from wherever but the duality of it all hits me in the face...

    If I loved myself, I would try to convince her to be mine, I know we would be happy as one... We practically already are one...

    I should just sleep these insecurities away for now.