Hi. I'm not sure whether i'd be allowed to do this on here... I can't say i have ever felt suicidal but i know people who have. i know how alone they felt, felt like know one cared, just wanting people to talk to. All through school and college i was bullied had no friends spent my days online trying to make friends. My only true friend who i can trust is my girlfriend. i spend most of my nights just sat on my laptop, and would be happy to listen to people and maybe even help if you do want anyone to talk to/air all your problems too .. feel free to email me or add me on msn -firstname.lastname@example.org. Hopefully i'll be able to help you in someway even if its just a friendly chat don't hesitate to contact me. Gez.