Hello my real name is Nicole, and I suffered most of my life from depression, and suicidal thoughts, attempts, and desires. I wanted my life to END and to END for good. Well I can tell you this. I did. I ended the life I used to cling to in desperation, and comfort. I no longer believed the lying thoughts that I was a no body, and that I was better off dead. There is someone right now, right here that wants and loves ME imperfect and all and that person is Yahweh and he sent me Yahshua [birth name of Messiah] his son to help me to learn the truth. He came to me while I was at my lowest point and offered me a new life. I had tried everything else to cope, and deal with the life I was living, and I was let down time and time again. So I chose to turn to him, and to follow him to life. I turned away from drugs, a destructive relationship, and the life I only knew to follow him, and I do not regret it. Immediately things started to look up for me. I knew that whatever he offered had to be better than what I was going through, and you know what? I was right. Yahweh is here for all of you, and through his son we can and will be lead to life. Turn away from your life. End it the right way, drop all the negative lies that bring you down. Turn to the light, leave the gates of death. You matter! You are loved more than you know. You have a purpose!! Yahweh has enlightened me on all of this and more. He has blessed me with the life I never dared to even fantasize about. He is not stingy with blessings! Your new life awaits you. Turn to him as I have, and tell him how you feel. Forget what you thought you knew about him, and allow him to lead you to the truth. Give all your cares, worries, and fears to him. He is the Rock! Lean on him, and you will never be let down. I have been enlightened on so much! He has given me LIFE! Come join the living my friends! You deserve it. You are wanted, and needed! I would be honored to call you friends. Everyone needs friends, and I can tell you that I can offer that much on my part. I no longer suffer! I have piece of mind! I have peace! Please before you give up on life forever. Give him your life, and allow him to show you what living truly is.I have and I am so grateful and I am so happy. To know JOY, and LOVE is what I always wanted. To know peace, and to know acceptance is amazing! Please be my friend, and give Yahweh through his son Yahshua a chance. Blessings..