Why is this s*** happening to me? Why are people that i care for ignoring me? And why do i care for them so much? Why do they make me angry and push me away day by day...why do i have to do this s*** just to fell better? Why am i donig it 4them? And why dose my "friend" who nearly killed herself and cutted herself 4 a long time dose not respond to me? Did you ever asked any friend of your 4 help and he ignored you? It is hard to understand when you finaly get the curage to ask 4 help people ignor you..