I don't know whats wrong. Something's been bothering me. I'm always irritated. I want to yell so bad at the guy who abused me. He had this apology note kinda thing on fb which wasn't even addressed to me. So i don't even know if he's sorry. I lost all my friends because of him. I told him about this other guy who'd abused me. And he said he was going to be there but he wasn't. And now he won't even talk to me! I never texted him again and neither did we even though we were such good friends. Now I don't even know if he ever thought about me again or if he never even cared that much. I'm mad because he did this to me and I'm mad because he won't apologize to me and I'm mad because he won't talk to me. And I'm mad at me for the giant ego that I have. Not that I should ever speak to him. It just would be nice to know that my entire school year wasn't a waste in terms of making friends who'd stay. But he has his own sad story to tell and he'd probably get more sympathy votes than me of he started. But I hate him. I wish he'd apologize..