There needs to be some sort of an ignore function on the chat. I always screw everything up. Always. Vikki, I am sorry. Fooo, I am sorry. Jedi, I am sorry. Mini, I am sorry. Not many of you know what its like to completely lose control of yourself. I'm not saying this isn't my fault, because it is. But I dont know what I am doing half the time. Its like part of the time I dont know what I am doing and the other part I get too caught up in what I'm doing that I think and woner too much about everything, and doubt myself. I just dont know what to do. I know that isolation won't help, because, of course, it never does. No, I need people, but I have to be mean to someone all the time. Being manic isn't something that's one of my favourite things to be. So to Vikki and Mini, and Jedi, and Foo, and Sunset, and GentleLady and Kurt-- I am sorry. I suck.