I hate my self right now i couldnt feel worse. I am stuck at work on my own i am lonely. I feel shit id rather be anywhere else but here. I hate my self when i look in the mirror so spotty and red my hair is disgusting i have to put it up my clothes are horrible. i come up in horrible red blotches on my arm and body the other day it was awfull. I am fat. I brought size 12 jeans yesterday i cant get in to them i cant bare to take them back. How can i make my self feel better?