I'll do anything to feel

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by elvinchild, Aug 19, 2009.

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  1. elvinchild

    elvinchild Well-Known Member

    I feel frighteningly numb the past couple days, I haven't felt this way in quite awhile... Today it has been the worst. There seems to be no end and yet I cannot deal with much more. Desperate to feel, I'll do anything to counteract this nothingness. I want to abuse myself, torture myself, traumatize myself, just so I can feel.

    I want to cry out for help, but I know none can be found.
  2. wendolynmarie

    wendolynmarie Active Member

    I'm here for you dear. I know it's hard but SI isn't the only way you can feel. Sometimes talking and crying can help.
  3. SweetSurrender

    SweetSurrender Well-Known Member

    you need to get back in touch with yourself. figure out your alive. try and get some tactile sensation like feeling for your pulse, or exercise till you feel you lungs racking for breath. anything to get back in touch with your body. when i get like this there is no point in me trying to feel any emotions, it ain't gonna happen, but i can at least realise i'm alive, as in breathing, if nothing else.
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