It might not be today or tomorrow but first chance I get I will be going through with it and decided that I should just say my goodbyes now since when I do it there will not be any time to say goodbye on here. Thank you to everybody that has tried to help me in my time here. There really is some amazing and caring people here. I only wish I would have had them around me in real life. Maybe then things would be different. I just hope everybody else keeps fighting on, finds it in them to not give up like me. I wish everybody the best.