This poem is written is from the heart for a close friend The memories that we have shared will never end I remember details and memories as if they were just yesterday In my heart is where all these words and feelings will forever stay I know that soon, i'll be able to join you up above For you will be safe my friend, i've got lots of love In reality, i've got a big hole in my heart I've got so much pain, I don't even know where to start I still can't believe that you're gone I lost a close friend and your parents well they lost a son If this is something that you can hear, I'm missing you By sharing my feelings here, I'm getting chills. Is that a clue? With you being in my heart, you are close and we'll never be apart You spread your wings and flew free Someday soon we'll meet again But for now, I know that you are in a good place Everytime I close my eyes, I can see your face With a smile, from heaven Everything is fine, is the words that I hear With all these thoughts, I'm facing my dying day I just got the news that even my life is on the limit Doctor slowly walks in the room and the words are a blur Only thing I hear "This is it. Sorry to say this, but there's not much time left What was bugging you and killing you well that was death. You have only six months, so don't fear Take this medicine, at the most it will slow it down to a year." I ask the doc, "how could this be? You must have the wrong person You see, do you really think i need this medicine? I'm so young, I still have a handful of years to live so I'm not giving up, it's not my time to go." "Sorry to say son, it's the cycle of life Where the good die young, but the bad survive." Life after death, will be my happy life in eternity Life in heaven will be better you see. The room was silent, there wasn't a sound My tears wouldn't stop streaming down. I wish there was something I could do, turn the hands of time I couldn't stop thinking, I was so lost in my mind With my head down, walking slow to my home How do I break the news, in a year I'll be gone. The story I have shared, was a year ago Everything since then, has been sad and full of sorrow My body is weak, I'm feeling really ill Everyone full of worry, this is the reason why I have to check back here Now I'm laying alone in a hospital bed Tears won't stop, I'm facing my death Family is surrounding me, eyes full of tears I can see the look in their eyes, as I can see the fear The time is near, have to be strong and need to put on a smile I didn't deserve this, I didn't do any wrong I pretend i'm not afraid of dying But if I really have to go then i'm going out smiling To show, that I appreciate the life I was given I'm having a hard time of breathing I can't fight it....I'm giving up I think my heart is about to stop I hear everyones voice, don't go it's not your time The only response I have is, don't worry, in the end i'll be fine The last sight, a bright light is all i can see from above I'll leave you with my last words I'll miss you, with lots of love.