its short....but describes how i felt for such a very long time... Laughing, Smiling, Talking loud. Screaming, Crying, Alone in the crowd. Hanging with friends, Playing the part. Streams of tears, Drip down my heart. Smiling when you see me, Bleeding deep inside Drowning oh so slowly, If only you had tried. Laughing, Smiling, At least I try. Screaming, Crying, I'm waving Goodbye .