Wake up in the middle of the night and seem to be another person? Perhaps you are heading to a military base to do some training/programming? Do you wake up in the morning with a headache and feel very tired but don't know why? This satanic cult has traumatically abused you since you were in the womb and now you have DID. I love you and want you to know that YOU CAN LEAVE THE FAMILY. The few who have left say that it is almost impossible without Jesus's help so i would recommend finding a church that you know hasn't been infiltrated and seek help. Leave your area and go into a different province or state if you have to get away from the threats because I will not lie they will come to you in all kinds of ways. You need a support group almost 24 hours a day and you must never be alone. If you get phone calls during the day for someone other then yourself on a regular basis you are most likely a victim of mind control. The name is a trigger to bring out an alter. Also if you feel depressed and have no idea why you may also be a victim of satanic ritual abuse. People who do not believe this is real DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME POSTING ON THIS THREAD. If you would like an idea of what someone in this cult went through when they were around 4 or 5 years old here is a glimpse. The programmer (may be the mom or dad because this is generational) will force the victim to be in a room with nothing but a table and chair for 24 hours. About 15 hours in the mom will come in and have a giant mug of water and a glass and the kid will say mommy mommy I love you I need water please give me water mommy please I am so thirsty!!! The mother(who is also under mind control) will then pour herself a glass of water and drink it in front of the child and then hit the child across the room to cause trauma. The process repeats a second time a few hours later. Some time down the line the mother will come in and the child will not ask for the water fearing the abuse. When the child does that another programmer will come in and say congratualations you have done very well. This teaches the child not to want and to ignore their own physiological needs relying on other people to tell them what they want. This is the least of horror stories. Like I said they are traumatized in the womb to begin with... If anyone is in the family I want you to know that YOU CAN LEAVE. If you need any help dealing with this I will be with you all the way. I have now dedicated my life to the victims of satanic ritual abuse.