I'm not really well lately. I've probably said I am, but no, I've been pretty messed up lately. A week or two ago, there was this child on the street. He pointed to me out of the blue and said, simply 'You are bad.' I didn't think anything of it at the time...but now that I reflect on it, I am a bad person. I don't have worth, and I'm losing what little happiness I have. I want to bleed. I deserve punishment. I am an awful person. Surely something like myself doesn't need to go so unscathed. I really need to be in pain. I'm disgusted in myself. I hate myself to no end. I don't have a razor with me, so I guess I'm debilitated at the moment. Nonetheless, I think it's time I hurt. It's been months, and I've been under the protection of a promise I made. But really, can someone stupid like me keep a promise? No... I'm worthless. I'll end up breaking it, and I will make that person sad. I'll let them down. Just like I always have. I am, and always will be a letdown. A loser, never go anywhere with my life. I should be dead. It was obvious that I wasn't wanted when my parents abandoned me. It's obvious when I wasn't talked to at school. It's obvious when I had, and still, have no friends. It's obvious when I was never liked by girls. It's obvious when I couldn't be talked to by normal people. It's obvious when I'm still the way I am. I need to die. It's only fair. I'm only wasting space, time, energy, or of others. I haven't really done much for anyone on this site. I'm simply...what I just said. Waste of everything. There are no good qualities of me. I'm a bad person. There's no reason that I should be allowed to be happy. I'm simply a fool drowning in my false sense of what I call 'reality', when i really don't have anything. I'm so worthless...so broken. So cracked. I can't be of anything to anyone. I want to die...and everyone wants that too...I want to hurt. I, am a bad person.