Lately I've been feeling like I'm nothing but a failure. I feel worthless and pretty hopeless. This may seem petty or pathetic, but it's no joke when you have to cancel appointments with your therapist, because you can't afford to see her. I feel all alone now and am desperately looking for a job and having no luck at all. Christmas will be just another day as we can barely afford to live. I just see no point to living. I wake up every morning wishing I hadn't.