I went to the doctor last week and acted like everything was great. He is shocked at my progress in such a short time. The truth is I am not better. No one talks to me. I make it a point to socialize and end up getting ignored. I go out of my way to try to do things with others. I am soooo lonely that it hurts. I don't want to go to work this weekend. I just want to curl up in bed and fall asleep. Never want to see the light of day again. No one I knew or currently know wants anything to do with me. It isa sad life I live.