So I've tried this dating scene and realized that I'm an absolute failure at it. I went on my first date only to never get a second. I've tried talking to other girls only to get turned down. I absolutely hate not having a fighting chance. I was really into this girl I chose to be my first date and I don't understand why it failed. Maybe i didn't complement her enough. Maybe I chose the wrong restaurant. Maybe I didn't look fit enough for her. I thought she was interested since she was always inviting me to events that she was going to and she was always happy to see me. I guess I misread that and she only wanted to be friends, which will not happen. Here I am 25 and never been in a relationship. I've succeeded in academics, I'm building a career, I have great friends which is really rare, and I'm a giving person. Yet all that doesn't matter because the one thing that I really want i cannot get. I'd throw it all away to have someone that loves me because thats all i really want. Now my college career is coming to an end and my chances of finding a woman to love me has gone from slim to none. I don't think I want to live as a failure, I've worked hard ll my life just so I can have someone to love me but I've been naive, no one will love you for that. My life was wasted and I give up on it. I just hope that I die by some unforeseen accident, I don't care about my life anymore.