I realized over the past couple of years that I am one of the fake "bitches" out there but yet I talk about them and bitch about them. I treat my family like shit over my friends. I am a pushover that lets my friends walk all over me but... I totally put my family aside because of this. I am a compulsive liar. Not only do I lie to my family and friends, I lie to myself all the time. I want to believe that I am a better person but I'm really not. I don't know what to do. I feel like i should end all of the lies my ending my life. I don't want to hurt my family anymore. I don't want to keep living like this. I am very tired of putting on an act. I pretend to be happy and i pretend I am ok with a lot of things but I'm really not. I'm scared that if I put the real me out there no one would like me. what do i do?