I tried to kill myself on 3rd June. My husband found me and bundled me off to A&E. I spent a week in a respite centre for the suicidal and have been back in my life for a few days. Since I got back I have just been feeling....... wrong. It's hard to explain. I feel like I actually killed me and what is here living my life now is an imposter. I am a ghost - a shell of what I used to be. I wander around aimlessly, unable to settle into my life now. I feel like I shouldn't be here. I didn't plan to be here. I didn't plan to go back to work, even though I love my job. I feel like I don't fit anywhere and that I am living on time I shouldn't have. Is there any way to get out of this, because I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. Has anyone else experiencfed this?