Few days ago i registred to the local Odessa forum. its the main forum in Odessa about everything. I told them that im 23 years old and that im planning to complete school, i asked them for advices and so on, and what thay did? EVERYONE saw me as a joke, thay said im just trolling around trying to be funny and the admin gave me a ban warning becouse i spell words wrong. 25\40 years old people made a joke out of me. Thay are right, im hopless, i missed my chance for life Even when people asking me about what i do in life im forced to lie how can i live like that? im nothing! I guess ill stop taking my meds now, and later on ill proceed with my plan.