I used a girl I knew for sex and then diched her. I was lonely. It was pathetic. She had a panic attack at school and told everyone what happened and now my best friends won't look at me. It's making me cut again and I can't handle knowing who I now am. I try to be a nice person but manage to mess up my life and I feel guilty for the emotional pain she went through. I don't know how to handle it. I've been talking to the girl ever since and she's forgiven me and even wants to hang out sometime but it doesn't change what I did to her.