Everybody must think I'm a joke. They make arrangements with me then never follow through. A volunteer at the police station said she'd be in on Friday and never showed up. I made arrangements to meet a friend. He called last night to postpone to tonight, but hasn't bothered to call even to say not tonight either. I'm feeling really down right now, but also angry at the same time. I wish someone would let me in on the joke. I could use a good laugh.