My divorce is getting close to being finalized, which is a good thing I guess, although it means I'll be without any money. I feel like such a non-person. The legal system gives all the rights to my ex-wife to do whatever she wants with our son, and all I get to do is write checks. It is so unfair and so humiliating, I see no purpose to life anymore. I don't want to die, but living is so painful.