As it is in my nature to give people who hurt me a second chance, I can't believe I let myself believe that second chances were worth it. I left a harmless message on the other depression site and it was deleted by the admin. A friend on that site thought I was being paranoid when I said I wasn't wanted on that site. Tonight just proves it so I left a last message on the site telling them that I think they are hypocrites. I feel really stupid for believing they had changed. I just got face it. I'm not wanted.