Im new this site, but when I did a search and I found this site. I felt the same way y'all did. However I was in Elementary when I felt I could go on. You see I was and still am over weight. And of course Kids at that age can be mean and cruel... hell even my 6th grade teacher was nasty to me at one point and said a mean commit about me "Running". I remember oh so often I remember waking up in the morning and being said because I "woke" up. At the young age I wanted to die. over the years I went to these forums and people would just come by send me information and then leave. But i felt like they didn't understand me. They just posted their opinion about it and that's it. For me. I went to this site www.jennyanswers.com its pretty much like this however more of a personal level. I can honestly say its been years since i even thought about death, and i feel like i owed it to that site. But then again that's for me. Everyone is different but for me personally I needed that one on one talk with someone and even though I'm way pass that... I still talk to Jenny till this day . everyone needs help some times, its just good we now have different ways to go about it.