disaster, all i do is cause more shit than there is already i constantly put you in a mood. and i make you push me away and then want you close lets be honest. im a shit girlfriend. you dont need me. i shouldnt keep you because he deserves so much better im a crap friend its always about me. and letting me into your life was a mistake. ive never hated myself as much as i do now i just cant do this anymore. =[ everythings mixed up in my head. and its not getting easier. its getting worse.