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im about to give up

Discussion in 'Rape and Abuse' started by heartlessfaceless, Oct 4, 2008.

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  1. heartlessfaceless

    heartlessfaceless Active Member

    Theres a girl in the mirror
    who sits and stares at me
    wearing a face just like mine
    an im the only one she see's

    wearing a face of sleep deprivation
    internal scars and bruises
    her hairs dirty and un kept
    everytime she fights she looses

    the girl in the mirror
    just cant be me
    i was never rugged and filthy
    i was never so lonely that i couldnt even see

    my hair was always done
    and my face made-up and pretty
    my clothes were always clean
    and my skin never felt dry and gritty

    i look back in the mirror
    where have i gone?
    who is this stranger?
    what does she want?

    where did i go?
    inside i cant stop screaming
    the strangers staring back at me
    and her eyes are red and streaming

    she stares into my eyes
    why cant i find me?
    i wish she'd go away
    and just let me be

    when i look back
    she reveals everything i hide
    the disgrace and the filth
    and the thousand times ive cried

    this was never me
    before he took me and threw me away
    a dirty piece of rubbish
    he didnt even have anything to say

    in the mirror theres a stranger
    who wears my insides on the out
    and when i open my mouth to speak
    shes is the one who shouts.
  2. Theory

    Theory Well-Known Member

    hun don't give up. call social aides. child abuse programs. i don't know if you are raped, or abused or both at home by your parents but you just dont merit this sweetheart...



    (domestic violence)

    1-800-799-SAFE (7233) / 1-800-787-3224

    rape, or sexual abuse:



    i'm here, i will not let you be hurt in this way.
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