im about to give up

Theres a girl in the mirror
who sits and stares at me
wearing a face just like mine
an im the only one she see's

wearing a face of sleep deprivation
internal scars and bruises
her hairs dirty and un kept
everytime she fights she looses

the girl in the mirror
just cant be me
i was never rugged and filthy
i was never so lonely that i couldnt even see

my hair was always done
and my face made-up and pretty
my clothes were always clean
and my skin never felt dry and gritty

i look back in the mirror
where have i gone?
who is this stranger?
what does she want?

where did i go?
inside i cant stop screaming
the strangers staring back at me
and her eyes are red and streaming

she stares into my eyes
why cant i find me?
i wish she'd go away
and just let me be

when i look back
she reveals everything i hide
the disgrace and the filth
and the thousand times ive cried

this was never me
before he took me and threw me away
a dirty piece of rubbish
he didnt even have anything to say

in the mirror theres a stranger
who wears my insides on the out
and when i open my mouth to speak
shes is the one who shouts.

 

hun don't give up. call social aides. child abuse programs. i don't know if you are raped, or abused or both at home by your parents but you just dont merit this sweetheart...

1-800-4-A-CHILD.

or

(domestic violence)

1-800-799-SAFE (7233) / 1-800-787-3224

rape, or sexual abuse:

1-800-656-HOPE



OR CALL THE POLICE. DO NOT LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOURSELF! :sad: :hug:

i'm here, i will not let you be hurt in this way.