i've been in a lesbian relationship for 9 years and i am bisexual. I had a boyfriend of six years before my gf polli. I didn't plan it but i fall in love with a woman and I've faithfully loved her and she has been the center of my life. Now, she's telling me that she's in love with someone else. It's more painful because that someone else was so ugly that it was like a slap to my face. It's not like polli. She has gfs before me who were beautiful and has money. I wish she had fallen in love with someone more beautiful so i can tell myself that she'd done it for her face. Something must be wrong with me. I did everything I can. I help her run our business (more me than her), I cook for her, clean her nails and i've never had an expense she didn't knew about. I am going nuts again.