I have a severe addiction to a Benzodiazepine. This is one I usually just use for things like medical procedures since I am terrified of medical tests yet when I had the MRI on Friday I found that because I had been using the benzodiazepine so often that it didn't work for me at all. I have now decided that I am going to try to quit using the benzodiazepine, the last time I had quit using the benzodiazepine was in October 2010, and during that month if I never used the benzodiazepine at all that week I would reward myself at the end of the week by doing something like watching a movie. I had managed to overcome my addiction to the benzodiazepine in October, but in January 2011 I had started using the bezodiazepine again and continuously used it, I used it continuously because of all the stress I was facing. I have now decided that once again I am going to quit using the benzodiazepine, and since I got a bunch of movies that I bought over the last few months that I haven't watched yet, I will reward myself at the end of each week by watching one of those movies if I do not use the benzodiazepine. I have tried talking to a psychologist at the counselling center at the University that I am attending, and she was good but she quit in November of last year and was replaced by someone else, who actually didn't give a fuck about anything I told her, she was rude to me all the time and despite the complaints I put in, nothing was done. I am trying to find someone else to see since there are a few counsellors at the counselling center, but they are not taking on anyone new it seems since they have enough people as it is, and I am not going back to the woman who took over the lady I was originally seeing's job since she has proven to me that she doesn't care at all, I have told her that I suffer from stress and depression (which I'm not on anything for, I am thinking of going to my physician soon to see if I can get something for the depression at least since I have been depressed for many years and it seems that talking about it doesn't help, and no matter how hard I try to focus on the "happy" things the depression still manages to take over me, no matter what I do, I even had started cuting myself earlier this year and even showed the woman who took over the original psychologist's job but the new woman didn't even care about that, she had said some pretty nasty things to me which I can't repeat on here, and I did report them, but once again, nothing has been done about it). I know psychologists can't prescribe anything for stress or depression, which is why I am going to my physician, and I have tried going to the mental health hospital in my area but they discharged me within three hours even after I told them about the suicidal feelings I have and everything I just listed. It seems society doesn't care anymore, and if you do find anyone who does care, then you're lucky, since it seems to be pretty rare from my experiences.